I know you're not ready because you used the term "feel". You let your emotions dictate what you do in life and that's the mindset of an amateur.
So when you "feel" like not working out because your tired you won't. And when you feel like having sex with some random broads you will cause it feels good. Or when you "feel" like getting a divorce you will cause it's too much work. I know I'm being extreme but you're mindset is all wrong. You have no emotional intelligence...you'll just keep making bad decisions one after another until you change.
Like I said.. you're not ready.
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