So preparing for my first cycle I got bloodwork done at my doctors since that would be covered by insurance and do the mid cycle blood privately. Anyways, to my surprise I ended up with borderline low T, pretty darn low IMO. The test was based on free test, mine was 49pg/ml with acceptable ranges of 47-244. I'll be seeing my doctor Thursday to discuss options. So looks like my cycle will be on hold for possibly quite a while, but I'm at least glad I know.