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Hey Dylan I am not the most academic individual but I urge for your help in any way and I sincerely apologize for my grammatical errors
I've been a subscriber to your YouTube channel for a couple of months now and watching the videos to educate myself a bit better I will give you a rundown of what has been going on, I diagnosed with adhd when I was growing up at the age of 5 and was medicated heavily with methylphenidate (Ritalin) I had a lot of issues around my schooling and was in and out of various schools due to behavior problems and problems with the other kids in general I was bullied a lot in school anyway I will cut everything short I was kicked out of home at the age of 15 and living in a motel for a while until I could get my own unit I didn't know how to eat properly due to neglect when growing up and medications I was given thus resorting living independently being obese I decided i wanted to lose weight, went swimming 7 days per week for 2-3 hours doing freestyle dropped a lot of weight and was under some post stress from legal issues from a court case that kept getting adjured that could had have me with criminal charges which i was innocent for, i lost a lot of weight and was hospitalized near death twice, then gained lot of weight in hospital for 4 months they transferred me into a different part of the hospital and monitored me they then tossed me out on a community treatment program where i was able to live at home and have someone visit to make sure I was stable I worked through all my issues with councilors and a dietitian and went from there my blood tests were very off still, low testosterone still but liver function was improving over time they pretty much felt i was okay on my own and stopped support from there. I took up bodybuilding and gained a lot of muscle doing Les Mills Bodypump and spin classes combined with swimming and gym eating a lot of calories I completely changed my body from there I started to feel sicker as time gone on after my membership in that gym ran out I transitioned to the more bodybuilder style of gym in town I noticed as time progressed I was getting fat and losing my muscle definition despite eating the same and feeling sicker especially first thing in the mornings until i started moving around anyway ive been getting myself to the doctors regularly to get blood tests done and it has been 3 years since these events happened and I'm 19
got the results of my blood tests and my liver function is far worse then what it was a year back. Took drugs and various pro hormones because my total testosterone levels (3.5) had been the same after 3 years, I was refereed onto an Endocrinologist a few years back by my doctor which I did a couple of sessions via teleconference (Skype) through Brook street as I couldn't travel. The sessions weren't long and costed me very large sums of money, which I couldn't afford and we were getting no where. Doctor wouldn't investigate further why my testosterone levels were so low despite eating very well and working hard in the gym for 2-3 hours 6 days per week I stopped the Endocrinologist sessions because it was a huge money sink for the multiple short sessions where she wouldn't help me. I feel sad because I have put all this time and money into my body and not gotten anything except feel sick and gain muscle just to lose it weeks or month's later I am supposed to be studying but am too worried about other things happening and feeling generally too crap, I quit my job for various reasons one being because I hurt my back at work lifting a patient and thrown out into do a jobs requiring 2-3 people and hearing from other staff members that hit the clients if they are difficult to shower. I now have to continue to self medicate to prevent muscle wastage and rely on stimulants in order to function throughout the day because my body is fucked and the doctors don't seem to care
I've been a subscriber to your YouTube channel for a couple of months now and watching the videos to educate myself a bit better I will give you a rundown of what has been going on, I diagnosed with adhd when I was growing up at the age of 5 and was medicated heavily with methylphenidate (Ritalin) I had a lot of issues around my schooling and was in and out of various schools due to behavior problems and problems with the other kids in general I was bullied a lot in school anyway I will cut everything short I was kicked out of home at the age of 15 and living in a motel for a while until I could get my own unit I didn't know how to eat properly due to neglect when growing up and medications I was given thus resorting living independently being obese I decided i wanted to lose weight, went swimming 7 days per week for 2-3 hours doing freestyle dropped a lot of weight and was under some post stress from legal issues from a court case that kept getting adjured that could had have me with criminal charges which i was innocent for, i lost a lot of weight and was hospitalized near death twice, then gained lot of weight in hospital for 4 months they transferred me into a different part of the hospital and monitored me they then tossed me out on a community treatment program where i was able to live at home and have someone visit to make sure I was stable I worked through all my issues with councilors and a dietitian and went from there my blood tests were very off still, low testosterone still but liver function was improving over time they pretty much felt i was okay on my own and stopped support from there. I took up bodybuilding and gained a lot of muscle doing Les Mills Bodypump and spin classes combined with swimming and gym eating a lot of calories I completely changed my body from there I started to feel sicker as time gone on after my membership in that gym ran out I transitioned to the more bodybuilder style of gym in town I noticed as time progressed I was getting fat and losing my muscle definition despite eating the same and feeling sicker especially first thing in the mornings until i started moving around anyway ive been getting myself to the doctors regularly to get blood tests done and it has been 3 years since these events happened and I'm 19
got the results of my blood tests and my liver function is far worse then what it was a year back. Took drugs and various pro hormones because my total testosterone levels (3.5) had been the same after 3 years, I was refereed onto an Endocrinologist a few years back by my doctor which I did a couple of sessions via teleconference (Skype) through Brook street as I couldn't travel. The sessions weren't long and costed me very large sums of money, which I couldn't afford and we were getting no where. Doctor wouldn't investigate further why my testosterone levels were so low despite eating very well and working hard in the gym for 2-3 hours 6 days per week I stopped the Endocrinologist sessions because it was a huge money sink for the multiple short sessions where she wouldn't help me. I feel sad because I have put all this time and money into my body and not gotten anything except feel sick and gain muscle just to lose it weeks or month's later I am supposed to be studying but am too worried about other things happening and feeling generally too crap, I quit my job for various reasons one being because I hurt my back at work lifting a patient and thrown out into do a jobs requiring 2-3 people and hearing from other staff members that hit the clients if they are difficult to shower. I now have to continue to self medicate to prevent muscle wastage and rely on stimulants in order to function throughout the day because my body is fucked and the doctors don't seem to care
