Lol that's not what I meant at all, what I meant is that it should be a desirable trait but it never is. It's peculiar, as I emphasized, that wanting to look masculine is seen as an attempt to "compensate" or indicates that one must be a teenager, or one must be girly. It's a strange world where men want to look feminine and women want to look masculine, certainly it doesn't seem to be the way things were intended.
I do possess a square face, large and very wide hands and feet, somewhat wide shoulders but certainly nothing significant, etc. I do look unusually masculine in terms of my bone structure, as you'd expect from anyone being 6.8 feet tall. Again, not trying to compensate for any "lacks," I just desire to see the male characteristics in myself, just as bodybuilders in general do when they want to build muscle mass.
I've noticed that a lot of men in the bodybuilding 'community' wear pink shirts and have earrings and body piercings. Last time I checked that's a bit far away from the behavioral effects that testosterone causes. Maybe they forgot their pct. LOL.
Pink symbolizes peace and femininity, that's why walls in some prisons are colored pink. Earrings and body piercings symbolizes being controllable, that's why piercings are always in sensitive spots on the body that if they were to be pulled in it would cause a lot of pain in the individual (e.g a bull's nose ring).
