First things first bro... clean your room. Orderliness is essential to having some type of discipline. Somehow, some way your room is the result of bad habits that led you to take a half ass'd cycle of shit that has you nutting up right about now. Run the nolva since you have it, some pct is better than no pct till you can get what you need. Hopefully this is a lesson learned about what????? Orderliness in all aspects of your life. You do shit half ass, you get half ass'd results... half ass'd gains and possibly half ass'd tits now. SMH Take what I say in stride, yes I'm an asshole, but it pisses me of that you went about this ass backwards and some jackoff probably co-signed on your actions. At your age irresponsibility is expected, it's a part of growing up. Access to gear is a privilege and taking compounds that can either enhance you, or destroy you should not be taken lightly.