Hey bros,
Just want to introduce my self. My name is himinside, don't ask what it's about. I guess I pulled it out of my ass, no homo. I'm an 9 year army veteran with two deployments to Iraq and one to Afghan and am trying to get back into the gym. Many years ago I was 6' 0" 220lbs and 13% body fat and I left the life. Since leaving, the life has changed dramatically. I'm just here trying to find my grove and get reacquainted.
Ptsd beats my ass, not and excuse, and I have lost all interest in every fucking thing. When I read the "new guy hints" it felt like this is a community I would love to be a part of. My problem is test levels way too low and I know thet gym and diet will help out. You guys are the river of knowledge I need in my life to set me on the right track. Just looking through the current post, you guys all know so much about bloods and workouts that my mind is in over drive.
I want to thank you all for allowing me to be a part of this community and for all of your future help. I hope I can contribute to the discussions. Also thanks for reading this long ass boring post.
Just want to introduce my self. My name is himinside, don't ask what it's about. I guess I pulled it out of my ass, no homo. I'm an 9 year army veteran with two deployments to Iraq and one to Afghan and am trying to get back into the gym. Many years ago I was 6' 0" 220lbs and 13% body fat and I left the life. Since leaving, the life has changed dramatically. I'm just here trying to find my grove and get reacquainted.
Ptsd beats my ass, not and excuse, and I have lost all interest in every fucking thing. When I read the "new guy hints" it felt like this is a community I would love to be a part of. My problem is test levels way too low and I know thet gym and diet will help out. You guys are the river of knowledge I need in my life to set me on the right track. Just looking through the current post, you guys all know so much about bloods and workouts that my mind is in over drive.
I want to thank you all for allowing me to be a part of this community and for all of your future help. I hope I can contribute to the discussions. Also thanks for reading this long ass boring post.



