i recommend you stop the bull shit before you ruin your life... The problems with individuals that had not yet attained full physio-sexual development, is that that anabolic compounds are acting on locations within the central nervous system that are still under development. That is, that many receptors that are activated by Testosterone are STILL performing developmental functions, and you are stimulating them before they had the chance to fully create a working framework of hormonal balance that would sustain you for the rest of your adult life.
you need to learn how to eat and train properly to meet your goals, which you clearly are not doing... please do not ask anything about steroid use or ped use of any kind because noone with half a brain would ever advise that to you and we are not going to contribute to you recking yourself.... you need to think long and hard about what you are doing...