i dont even know what to say because you cannot reason with the unreasonable, which you CLEARLY are... you have to get some more size or you are going to wreck yourself in terms of joints, ligaments, tendons, bones, etc... far too much strain being that undersized... you will grow too fast and with that small of a frame, its a bad idea man... you should be 10-15 lbs bigger and due to that, the amount of growth you have with steroids will be higher and it will crush you internally..
if you dont want to listen, then you go right ahead because i know those two vials cost you a million dollars and it would totally ruin your life if you didnt use them right? man, you are the epitomy of the reason steroids get a bad name and people hurt themselves... smfh