I would say i didn't start to really know myself until i got into my 40's. this is why i encourage people not to get married young. you change a lot as you get older. @Noah Wixx
this makes very little sense. test cyp takes 5-6 weeks to reach peak concentrations, so pyramiding the dosage like that isn't going to give you the intended thing you are looking for. i recommend you use test prop if you want to do something like that
hcg will plump your balls yes. or you can simply use a strong test booster like hcgenerate that has natural herbals and doesn't require injections.. you can buy it on ebay or n2bm