The longer you stay on hormones, the harder it will be to recover. If you count the HCG, you've been on hormones here for over 26 weeks. That is way too long.
A lot of sources are now carrying these peptides as there is a demand for them. These healing peptides can work really well. It just depends on the person. And it depends on the injury.
At the end of the day if you're getting anxiety then you need to adjust things. It could be poor-quality gear or it could be something else that you're having a reaction to.