My mother took her life in 2008. I was only 21. That was hard to deal with. We had no idea it was coming. I always knew she was kinda Looney but had no idea the extent. Get her help ASAP. Suicide effects everyone around the individual.
The VG is my go to. Always smooth as butter!! The way I do it is I twist my foot in. When you do this it flexes the VG. I pin dead center in that ball of muscle. The first time I did it I was freaking out! Just looks crazy pinning there.
I haven't aspirated since my first cycle. Really no need in it in my opinion. Anytime I have ever received an I.m. shot from a dr they never aspirated.
Deepest sympathy for you and your family brother. I've been in a similar situation as you. I know how you are feeling and it sucks. My mother committed suicide when I was 18 years old. If you need someone to talk to I'm here for you.
NPP is a short ester deca. It will do you good at 10 weeks. Since you don't know what NPP is I feel like you need to do your research on it before you go injecting it into your body. You need to make sure you have an idea of what to expect and how it works.