hi man,I NEED YOUR HELP ! about 2 years ago i did my first cycle i was sick of working out and seeing poor results even with good diet because i have low testosterone levels, i went to the doctor but he said my testosterone levels are not low enough to require TRT, but still they are quite low for a 22 yr old like me! last time i measured they were 400 ng! the amount of testosterone of a 70 yr old or something so i decided to hop on steroids, i chose tren and all 3 esters of test for my fist cycle because i heard tren gives the best gains and it helps burn fat and thats what i want to get big and lean as possible i hate my flabby chest and lovehandles because of my low T, i started at moderate amounts like i saw in your channel but i was seeing no results regargding mass gain, probably because i was working out 1 hour and doing another hour of cardio and walking half a mile just to get to the gym thus burning all my calories and overtraining, but i did not realized that back them so i kept increasing the dosage until i went trough a 2 or 3 month stack in just one month, after seeing little result i decided to change the tren for anadrol. so in the following month i bought it and i started taking 3 50mcg capsules a day for a week then i increased to 4 and then 5 capsules a day, i was feeling very angry and had paranoia and fear and intense anxiety but i kept taking it until one day i decided to take 6 capsules and then one night after taking the last dose, my chest started pounding really hard and i though i was about to die, i was breathing really fast and i had intense fits of anger were i would punch my door with all my strenght i never new i could punch so hard and i wasnt feeling any pain at all like i wanted to break down that door with punches, i though i was going to die or lose my mind so i called 911 ad they took me to the hospital, there they gave me a sedative and runned many tests but everithing normalized i was good in a few hours, they told me to stop the steroids and i did, but i kept having panic attacks and intense anxiety for many months, now the panic attacks stop but i still feel quite anxious, i been working out for a whole year now after stopping for 6 months right after the steroids overdose, i been 2 years without steroids and i wanna start taking again, im planning on running test and tren again but on much lower dose i wanted to know if you think its safe, sometimes after the steroid overdose i felt like i was going insane like my brain was gonna stop and i had weird feeling in my head,i heard it could be the anadrol side effects. the doctors say my brain is ok but still i get afraid of injecting again, i really wanted you to give me some guidance man im still very worried, thanks!