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Hey Dylan,
I’m sure you get a ton of questions a day, but I pray you are able to see this because I find myself in a pretty bad spot, and I felt it was some sort of fate I found you and your page at this very vulnerable time I’m at in my life.
Admittedly when I was a bit younger I was very self conscious and I had some very bad influences growing up in my late teen years and all of my older friends convinced me to take a very serious amount of drugs with them in our senior year of high school to “get huge” for college. I ended up taking what I know now to be a very high amount of test at about 1750mg a week for about 5 months as well as Anadrol. Needless to say I know it has done some irreversible damage on my body. I am 21 now, and in a list of all of the negative side/after effects of steroid abuse, I probably have almost all of them.
I’m in kind of a hopeless place and thought to look to you for at least some guidance on what my next step should be. I don’t ever want to take a steroid drug again if it means being back to normal. My parents would throw me out of the house if I told them what I did so I know my family doctor (who is very close with my parents) will probably not be able to help me.
I know chances are you are wanting to ream me out but I understand how bad of a decision it was I made and I was so so stupid. I pray every day hoping I will not have to live with this mistake for the rest of my life.
I’m sure you get a ton of questions a day, but I pray you are able to see this because I find myself in a pretty bad spot, and I felt it was some sort of fate I found you and your page at this very vulnerable time I’m at in my life.
Admittedly when I was a bit younger I was very self conscious and I had some very bad influences growing up in my late teen years and all of my older friends convinced me to take a very serious amount of drugs with them in our senior year of high school to “get huge” for college. I ended up taking what I know now to be a very high amount of test at about 1750mg a week for about 5 months as well as Anadrol. Needless to say I know it has done some irreversible damage on my body. I am 21 now, and in a list of all of the negative side/after effects of steroid abuse, I probably have almost all of them.
I’m in kind of a hopeless place and thought to look to you for at least some guidance on what my next step should be. I don’t ever want to take a steroid drug again if it means being back to normal. My parents would throw me out of the house if I told them what I did so I know my family doctor (who is very close with my parents) will probably not be able to help me.
I know chances are you are wanting to ream me out but I understand how bad of a decision it was I made and I was so so stupid. I pray every day hoping I will not have to live with this mistake for the rest of my life.
